Shit!

Shit! Why do I eat so much?!?!

150 lbs!

Yippe!! Its 150 lbs! I am half way to my "at least be this fat" weight! :P I had been thinking that if nothing more, at least I should be 140 lbs! So I am half way there. Although I should go at least as low as 132 lbs. 

Pieces of Wisdom...

I have trying to follow this piece of wisdom and also that "don't eat carbs after 7 pm". But I have noticed that if I have a big breakfast I tend to get very hungry by 1 pm. I guess small breakfast just doesn't kick start the metabolsim and doesn't make me feel hungry. 

I miss food! :(

I miss the pleasure of eating whatever I want and how much I want!

And that's why I ate so much today! Good stuff, too much nonetheless. I was 68 kgs (150 lbs) today, don't know how much I would weigh tomorrow. 

69 KGS!!

Yahooooo!! I am in my sixties! I can't remember the last time I weighed 69 kgs. At least not in March 2011, so probably in 2010.  

An year's time...

Sept 2012: I was 80 kgs
Sept 2013: I am 70 kgs!
Want to be 60 kgs by Dec 2013...

Thank heavens!!

Thank God, I managed to lose the weight I had gained in the last 2 weeks.

Couple of good days

I have been on a good diet for a couple of days now....feeling good about myself. 

Heart break

Someone said that weight loss comes after a lot of heart break....my first real heart break came yesterday when the scales said that I had gained 4 pounds rather than losing 4 pounds as I thought I might 2 weeks ago.

I am depressed :( What's the use of all this effort when I am not going to be skinny? 

Shit! Shit! Shit!

I checked my weight after 2 weeks and I have GAINED FOUR POUNDS!! Shit, shit....and double shit!!